And Lordy, I wish they'd just sent a rejection letter so I could tear it up and feel better.
I'll be O.K.; I'm just disappointed right now. But as I told my sister, at least this year I actually got called for interviews--two rounds, even. It was just so sweet imagining in the near future I'd be able to pay my bills and have a little something left over. Oh, and really find a job that suited me.