But at least this time they were willing to give some feedback on why they chose someone else over me.
I don't need to be reminded that "at least I still have a job." I've got a whole list of people I pray for who are seeking employment.
It's just that that particular idea will not keep me going for another year. It still sucks, I hate myself for even hoping I'd be able to take care of more than just the rent and cat food in the near future, and I cried a couple times yesterday, but I'm going to try to put it out of my mind for the rest of the weekend and enjoy the time while Younger Sister and YSBF are here.
And then Monday I'll get down to business coming to terms with what's going to be coming for the next school year.